Trying to see the positives, I have a nice warm home, with my family, I have wine and food and the ability to work from home.
The negatives - I am cranky.
Everyone else in the house is either a student or an employee of the school system so they are off with nothing to do. They are all stuck with me in my 'office'.
There were two nights in a row that I made dinner and brought it down into the bar area so we could watch a movie together. We ate on paper plates so mess was minimal. My husband carried the serving dishes up when the movie was over and put them in the kitchen. He didn't clean them up - he just left them on the counter. It was early when he went up, 8 one night and 9 the next, both nights he just left them there for me and went to bed. He didn't bother to wash them or throw them in the dishwasher. The first night I was annoyed, the second night I was bitter. I did let him know how annoyed I was and message was received, he helped clean up dinner the third night.
Sex has been non-existent, and that probably leads to the crankiness for both of us. He has been in bed snoring way early and then last night his sleep schedule must have been all screwed up because I went to bed at 11:30 and fell asleep before he came in. He slept in this morning - no school due to weather but I had to get out of bed for early meetings.
I'm honestly not feeling it tonight - I am just feeling bitchy - but I will make an effort a real effort. Even as I write this I am doubting my ability to go all in. We need to break out of the funk so I need to get it done.